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Tuesday, August 12, 2008____7:09 AM♥____ .............ooOOoo............. oh yeah.. oll my crushes are crushed currently... well basically b'coz.. i kinda feel its kinda gunduish to haf em.. i mean liike wads the use yeah!!. im sooOOoo not bothered!! haHA!! .............ooOOoo............. .............!!!NDP!!!.............
come to a end!! its terribably sad!!u wouldnt know wad i'm taking about if u werent there.. well well...on 09/08/08 i met buva, diana and parames at the city hall station!! i was alil late..heh.. yeah we made our way to the stadium making loTza nOISe.. basically we were talking crap.. people juz cant take thier eyes off the beauty queens who ere coming wid thier own backgrdmusic.. haha!!.. we were having hell out of fun talking crap oki!! i had the most ""yummiest"" food in my entire life!! arggg!! we had photo takiing session!! we started duty at abt 3.. before tt we were talking to the yumyum and goh!! army.P.. one sensible joker and the other lame joker... wow they made us laugh!! miss them!!! half way during...............  mixture  ____6:51 AM♥____ wellAAARRMmmm... i made lotza frenZ... lol....thANkz tO NDP and... my other frens.. firstly i Wen and watch movEE wiD sarA.. first TiME!! haha... KusaeLan!! alONG wid guGu, prince and pavi... iT was A LaTS MIn TINgY.. we had loTza fuN!! afTEr thAT we WEn tO parsir riS pARK.. those feLLowS were PLayINg Like KIds... throwinG stUffs aT oNE anOTHer... hehE.. cUTE.. bY tHE tIme we LefT we WeRE aLL soAkiNg iN swEat!! guGU left first!! tHe reST oF us Wen TO macZ TO haVE a BITE!! theN i lefT hoME... tHE guYZ wen tO seRAngooN.. ovERAll i HAd fUN!! tonNes oF it I shoUld sAy...hahHA... laST TuESDAy PREtIV, yuVA, saNGeeTHA, sugaNTHan anD m3 wenTO waTch loVE Guru!! iT was A niCE moVEE.. but THEy weRE oTHEr UnkNOWn ppl wHO jOINed IN wiD us... arGG!! i met BaLA afTEr thaT chO haPPi!!! hAhA!! theN on frIday i mEt sanGeeTHA ((muah kataechi)) muthu,abu and asvIn... it WAS asVIns bIRthadAe!! lol.. i haD fun... i sMasHEd caKE oN asVins facE and ABu's Too... muTHu escaPE!! hehe... then WE weN tO raBIahs tO muMmUm... hmmm.. asvin mummY in hoSPiTAl.. sooOOo paavaM!! yesterDAe i wen fOr a Job iNtERveiW!! i gOt a Job!! yay..hahA.. aftER tt i Wen tO mY grannyS plaCE.... hAIz ttS aBouT it!! yah!! mixture Wednesday, July 23, 2008____7:09 AM♥____ ooOOoo tough time..well a lil atleast!! feel kinda busted!! but its oki!! it happens oLL the time.. well i had my first dance performance... my drama competition... it din go well.. din win nithing!! but for our effort we won goaL!! lolX.. i kinda forgot my dance steps.. but managed it sum how!! it was gooOOood!! 3deas of practise and such a wonderful turn out.. oki la... i shoundnt be saying that!! but i'm happy!!.. ooOOoo ooOOoo sum ting very special!! the sight make me glitter juz feelings.... but not for the better though.. not sure y all of a sudden.. but.. 'theres sum abt this thing tt make me linger a tot.. swit cute!! but i hate the bottem line of the whole relay thing!! bOO ya!! ((dun understand ryte.. haha.. its suppose to be like tt)) ooOOoo ooOOoo \ICG\ not as bad as i tot!! fun ppl.. new frens... but i'm still afraid..lol... the happenings b4 and things i went tru are not vanished totally from my mind!! dun want mistakes to repeat em'selves!! oh well... i wass slapped,thrown, choked, hit.. andaaa yup i'm still alive!! lol!!! im nt treated like a gal noW!! lol!! i'm a guy!! t!ao... [[lets all live life to the fullest]] mixture Wednesday, July 2, 2008____8:27 AM♥____ weLL.. i'm hVING A BAD week u can say.. a bad eye week.. i got a big swallon eye!! ya ya i noe tts shad.. haha... 1 week MC from schooL.. hehehe.. but its boring.. buT the besT paRt is My freNz camE by to Vit M3.. OMG!! they're choOOOooooOOoo sweet!! love em to sugar Bitz!! sanGEEtha stoPPEd BY.. then anAnd Sindhu saRA and sidaM came BY 4 a Visit.. we had fuN!! then i wen to a doc again and now ive more meds to take.. hopefully it cures soon.. cant take the pain!! ahHHhahhHHH!! apart from this week.. last week friedae was quite a dae!! we had a 3 hour ""shooting"" which we were all not satisfied wid.. so we decided to take another.. lotza travelling.. ha.. but it fun!! ina way... lol.. tinking back !! cute... lolX.. :/ oki the worst part of the whole fridae was tt i made my fren wait almose 2 hours.. or was it longer.. :( wait 4 me and b4 i met her i had to go 4 the shoot!! felt so bad alryte.. ahhhh sorry hana... i'm terribly sorry!! din expect it!! SOWIE oki!! loVe u LOadz!! tta abt it i guess!! ooOOooo !!UPDATED!! mixture Tuesday, June 24, 2008____6:36 AM♥____ ermmm.... well....let me staRT wiD june 14 oNwards.. i wen for a talk by connex us!! it was kinda cool getting to know em... met lotza new and nice ppl.. after tis thingy.. at abt 8 plus nearly nine... we had a lil b'dae celebration 4 kavitha and sumitha wid a yummy chocolaty ice cream cake.. it was simply superb..awww... oh welll.. ya... then then then.... ntg much till...20 june.. wow.. had a wonderful surprise... i went for an interview wid sara and his bro suriya... aft tt we went to yishun to meet sum of his frens.. i juz kinda tagged along.. thank god i did.. i met PRISENDRA there.. like wow.. after ages it feels like.. he stopped over b4 he went to whr eva he went..lol argg... miss u so much dude.. miss all the times we had to togeher since sec 1 till 3.. hope to see u soon again!! haiz... hes back to switzerland now... so shad... yah... other then ntg much... had a paper yesterdae and today.. kinda flopped my todaes paper i sld say.. oh well.. wad can u i do.. hmmm me and sum of my sec frens are planning to have a small gathering at SP... after a looooooooong time.. sun unexpected ppl r coming too. but.. well i;ll juz ignore them suppose.. hmmm.. yup.. p.s i update more sum other time oki.. prisendra.. lol... nt really sure wad to blog ryte nw... head feels kinda M T... promise u one whole blog juz on u oki.. haha kz  Thursday, May 29, 2008____7:09 PM♥____ hmmm...life has a lil toygh on me again.. like forver... i, my god bro and my "childhood" fren met up recently.. hahaz... cho happy.. i cried to my godbrudder... but overalll i was damn happy!! after so long i met him.. it did feel awkward at first,, but after tHAt.. so far so good. ((touch-wood, touch-wood)):P oH ya bOTh my i-candies are attached!!lolX so shad..((:P)) hehe!!! ermmmmm... i've been feeling lonely lately even though my fren are around me 24/7.. i wonder y... my temper have been bad too..., have been shouting and crying alot for these past 2 weekz... nt really sure y actually!!! weird old m3 i guess... oh ya.. my bestie had a probolem wid his close frens...so shad.. one of his so called fren called me 4:30 AM to "make freN".. so early... OMG!!! he was talking to abt irrelevant stuffs... like wad the fight was abt and who stared it stuffs like that... ONG its 4 in THE moRning waD is ur probloEm.. aHHhh.. so sum how all this came down to "sarrukku pra-cha-nae" which means gal problem.. i wonder how!! so yesterdae they had a table talk argument!! in the nyte i my besti and god bro were talking... suddenly the topic on ghosts came abt... i freak out!! poor m3!! those gunduz.. mission for m2:is to go and stand infront of "somebody" looking like how i use to look like!! he will see... sOOn.... arGGggggg!! i nver wanna regret things tat made me smile.. so pls dun mak m3 do it!! mixture Labels: mY Life Friday, April 25, 2008____6:30 AM♥____ learninG thiNgz the hard way has owayz been my thing i suppose.. oh well... relationship in any way has failed wid me... let it be brother sista, love, frenship... niTg it may sound as silly as it is but.. yup..hmm i'm noe really a kid who's living in hell or nithing.. i juzt feel like it.. sum how the ppl dear to me juz tend to leave.. i wounder y... my god brother ((which now i feel really dump abt the relationship)) he's isnt talking to me.. assured!!((noT that i consider everybody's relationship dump..its jut mine)) i'll be waiting.. but the thing is will our relationship be the same as before.. i doubt! its dump... juz like how i think patching up wid ur lover is SUPID and DUMP!!... i think this is too... whr the love wen we're able to a part so loNg and bitch abt one another.. even if the bitching part isn't owayz the possibility.. the parting part is a lil.. well i dunno hw to explain actually..haiz...it juz wum be the same lah!! well well 4 me having a limit wid everyone should be the only solution now... like i dun get the love and concern that i give.. so y bother.. ezi to say hard to do.. ya i noe...and for me.. its vary hard.. even though i've been harsh lately.. really... but i regret.. thinking abt my harsh-ness made me cry.. how i was i ever able to tt.. i've hurt two ppl.. juz by my words.. my temper.. argg.. bad temper liao!! hmmMmmm... poly poly poly poly... wellarmmmmming.. i wen for my first ICG meeting.. wasnt that bad... if ever my real brother(hehe(; the one who was born wid me)) finds out abt this.. i'm more then juz screwed.. lol secret!!sSSsshhHHhh!! i juz love dancing... its like my passion... ive owayz love dancing.. my room is my stag!! but my brother doesn't like me joining stuffs like ICG, indian stuffs... juz becoz he's into heavy metal...((which is cool.. the lyrics which my bro ryte, are superb.. my bros band is cool actually)) but apart from the brother.. its me!! i'm not really into this either... i dun really feel comfy wid so many indians ard me either..lol not tt i anti indian or anything... its juz that the last time i hang out wid indians.. well it wasnt really a good event i can say!! and myb tamil suck.. i'm not the kinda gal who say "ennakku konjam konjam tamil thaeriyum" my tamil suck cos i miss pronounce words.. and sum times it may sound really rong.. experienced... the meaning wen totally rong..hmmmmm.. i juz pass my tamil o LeveL oral summore.. Y.. well coz i talked in english to the teacher..((not totally in english.. i juz explained my tamil words ti her coz she din seem to understand)) Ke ke ke!! considering all this how will i fit in.. gosh oh gosh.. furthermore i've owayz been wid either chinese or malay ppl.. yup so.. its a big difference 4 me!!! wonder.. i'm actually scared.. seniors seem frenly though.. haiz.. who noes thre future niway.. anything may change anytime.. i must stay prepared!! tiNk!! mixture |
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